I went ahead and got my tattoo, and I'm really glad I did. Turns out the tattoo artist here is cool as fuck. I spent three hours, topless, getting tattooed with my best friend and a guy I had just met last night in the room. We had a blast. I have to admit, I'm feeling pretty good about myself. The tattoo artist complimented my body. And not in a ( Read more... )

It's getting harder now to eat very little. In the beginning I had ruled out snacking and anything that wasn't low-calories, but I've been ignoring that sometimes. I think mostly because I've lost focus on it. I've been so distracted at the prospect of going home to visit friends and family this weekend. Last christmas when we got back from ( Read more... )

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Last night I was all getting ready to write another self-centered post (not that there's anything wrong with that since it's my own private journal, but I was just getting tired of thinking about myself) Anyway my best friend called me, crying, barely coherent, she said she had cut herself. She used to, a long time ago, and her scars were finally ( Read more... )

I stayed under 800 calories today, but just barely. I'm not too worried though because it was the banana and salted peanuts that added the most and those are things I should be eating anyway ( Read more... )

And another thing. Women are huge hypocrites. It's wrong to lose weight for a man, and yet two of my real life friends who are single have said they want to lose weight so they can be hot and they can find someone. WTF? The only difference I see is that I already know who I'm doing it for.

Hey since a lot of you guys are nice enough to share some thinspo pictures I thought I'd share a few that I have on my computer. They're stuff you probably haven't seen before, they're not from pro-ana sites, they're just from sites about fashion I visit sometimes. Hey, they're not only thinspo they're fashion inspiration! :P ( Read more... )

uuugh I'm such an awful stress-eater. I did good this morning, so good. I had a cottage cheese and fruit cup and it was only 120 calories, and I ate it while my coworkers ate donuts. Then I started getting stressed out at work and ended up eating a donut and a half, and like the other night, my mind was just like "gimme the fucking donut" and I ate ( Read more... )

I did really good today, I had a granola bar for breakfast (90), a lean pizza pocket for lunch (290) an apple before the gym (40 calories) and a protein shake for dinner (230). Under 700 calories! yay ( Read more... )

Have to go back to work soon but on a good note, the boyfriends dad was over here yesterday visiting and he looked at me and said "damn son your woman's gotten downright skinny". Made me happy 'cause I know he's that kind of man (works out on the oilfield, all the guys are shallow out there), he was all happy when his son brought home a 'cute' ( Read more... )