Boccaccio exam

[spontaneous]

Well, I took my exam yesterday morning and am glad to have it over with. Mostly glad. In some ways it gave me purpose. I studied really hard for it, and did well. But today and yesterday the old meaningless feeling has started to creep back into my bloodstream. I just don't know what to do about it. I'm here for another week and a half but

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[marlenahooch]

I know exactly what you mean. I have nothing to do right now--finish a book in french, keep going down the list of books in english that I want to read... some kind of exam thingie that's v. vague next week.. and other than that... bored. Sometimes there are days when your creative-inventing-fun quotent is used up or something. I've been feelin that for a while. also, I'm poor, that's bad. dunno. feeling the anxious want-to-have-fun but dont know how-ness
blah.

good luck, lemmie know what kind of craziness you figure yourself into.
xo

[scarmenkat]

So, remember that time when we were in the sala di pranzo, and you had a kiwi, and you gave me a slice? And light was coming in through the window (as it often does, now that I think of it), and the light went through our sliced kiwi, and you said, "Look, isn't that neat?"
And it was neat. It was bright green and semi-transparent. It was wonderful. It was lit-up kiwi slice.
This as a jumping off point for my conclusion, there is no doubt in my mind that you have not lost your ability to make/have fun.
You made my day that day.
-sc