There's [No] Beauty in the Breakdown

[lost_in_dreamz_]

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[treehouse_tess]

Wh-...Ava. I don't think you're a monster.

[lost_in_dreamz_]

...You might say that. But I've been so horrible to you. To everyone... I don't deserve you...

[treehouse_tess]

How is it that you believe War and Death over your so-called friends, hmm?

[lost_in_dreamz_]

::sniffs::

Because you're too nice and too good and you give me these infinite chances I don't deserve and you're better without me.

[treehouse_andy]

Ava! Goddammit, that's wrong and you know it!

Please, stop doing this to yourself. Don't let people fuck with you like this. I know better.

::fierce hug::

OOC: I'll probably be in bed soon b/c of sick, sorry.

[treehouse_tess]

oooc- D: You're sick? *huggles and gives soup and tucks in*

[treehouse_andy]

ooooc: thanks hon! Unfortunately my mom threw out my miso :( but there's still plenty of tea, water and painkillers ^_^

[treehouse_tess]

OOC- omg D:< Wtf. You do not throw out miso soup. I WANT MISO SOUP NOW. I'm glad you have tea and painkillers though!

[th_sam]

[SLAPS YOU AGAIN]

THE FACT THAT YOU DIDN'T TAKE MY ADVICE PISSES ME OFF. I DON'T KNOW IF I CAN TAKE ANY MORE OF YOU ACTING LIKE FUCKING TEAM EVIL'S ADVICE MEANS MORE TO YOU THAN WHAT ANDY, OR MAGGIE, OR ED, OR HARRY, OR ANY OF YOUR FRIENDS ADVICE MEANS TO YOU.

YOU WERE NOT ALWAYS THIS BIG OF A COWARD.

[lost_in_dreamz_]

::barely reacts to the slap, even though it stings like Hell::

You don't have to take any more of me Sam. I'll leave you alone for now on.

[th_sam]

I DON'T WANT TO HAVE TO TAKE YOU FUCKING ANYWHERE.

I WANT AVA BACK. THE ONE WHO WAS NOT AFRAID TO RUN INTO A BUILDING THAT HAD FUCKING TRIP WIRES TO TRY TO SAVE MY BROTHER. NOT THE DUMB AS BRICKS ONE WHO WOULD RATHER TRUST FUCKING DEATH OVER HER OWN FRIENDS.

[lost_in_dreamz_]

...

Sam... I'm still that girl...

[treehouse_luci]

...

...

I HONESTLY HAVE NO RESPONSE FOR THIS, AVA. BECAUSE SERIOUSLY.

JUST... WHAT THE HELL?

*SHAKES HIS HEAD*

... THE BAD STUFF, WE HAVE TO LIVE WITH, SURE.

BUT WE ARE NEVER GIVEN TO KNOW THE GOOD, AVA. YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT GOOD YOU HAVE DONE.

AND YOU HAVE.

*PURSES HIS LIPS*

FEEL BETTER, I SUPPOSE.. THAT'S REALLY ALL ONE CAN SAY, ISN'T IT.

[lost_in_dreamz_]

...Good...? Really Luci...? Enough to trump the rest...?

[treehouse_luci]

WHO KNOWS?

... BUT YOU TRY.

AND I'VE COME TO REALIZE THAT GABRIEL WAS.. PERHAPS RIGHT ABOUT THAT BEING THE IMPORTANT THING.

[lost_in_dreamz_]

::sniffles and softens slightly::

Thank you. I appreciate you saying that Luci...

[tb_harry]

You better be back before the trip!

[lost_in_dreamz_]

Harry, I'm not leaving. I'm still here... But I don't think you should include me in the trip...

[tb_harry]

TOOOOOO BAD! I DON'T CARE IF I HAVE TO DRAG YOU BECAUSE YOU ARE SO GOING! I meant be back to the Ava we all know and love.

Just so you know, I don't think you are a monster. We have all got both light and dark inside us. What matters is the power we chose to act on. That's who we really are.

[lost_in_dreamz_]

...But why? Why do you want me with you Harry?