there's that story about the girl with her box when the world was young and hadn't learnt to hate yet. they gave her the box and told her to guard it but they never said from what and they told her it was a gift but she should never open it. they never tell you how long she obeyed them for or if she had her own reasons. they just tell you that she ( Read more... )

i never knew fear made you lucid. i couldn't tell you what they're dosing me on nor how much but i've been swallowing it morning noon and night in the hope it will cloud my mind so badly i'll miss saturday entirely. i would try to trade with someone too and maybe get some dimazipan but since sky died they've been watching out for that kinda game. i ( Read more... )

they set a date. god made the world in seven days they say but i know that at eleven o'clock on the ninth day he made hell ( Read more... )

ten things i've done that you haven't ( Read more... )

what happens to you out there ( Read more... )

they've been giving me risperdal all week. it's an antipsychotic. it turns the world the colour and texture of charcoal and makes you amazingly tired. you can get it in really low doses. they're giving me the maximum but it's so slow to kick in i can see it coming a mile off. that's how i can write so much here at the moment. I'm kinda immune to it ( Read more... )

i keep dreaming and it's the same dream over and over no matter how many times i wake up in the night. i think i hate sleeping ( Read more... )

do you know why i’m here ( Read more... )

i haven't written here for ever. i don't know how long it's been. it feels like years. the walls whisper know not whether laws be right or whether laws be wrong all that you know who lie in goal is that the wall is strong and that each day is like a year a year whose days are long ( Read more... )

what is it that makes you human. is it your sanity ( Read more... )