does anyone check this anymore lol

ya its so been awhile sincei ve posted on here. not much exciting in my life though. i sit and wait for josh, occasionly go out with friends and family. pray that eventually i will get to move out of my parents house and in with josh. but who knows. just keep hopen for answers. but ya not much goes on in my spinning world,

a dabble in poetry (tell me how u like it ( Read more... )

party ( Read more... )

In my head emotions spin,

In my heart, love is torn

Spread so thin,

Its like a thorn.

I dont know what to do,

Its almost like your gone.

But im always there for you.

No matter what was done.

If i only knew what to say

If i could only make you see

Then you would see the day,

The one thats always there is me.

ok, i know its been awhile since ive updated on josh, u all are aloud to beat me the next time we get together. he is doing very good, and still wants some letters. here is his new address ( Read more... )

friday i totatled my car, so i am carless. i am okay, just sore in my shouldes, neck, and my left rib cage, and i got a scrap on my neck and chin from the fucken airbag blowing up in my face. im still walking and breathing couldnt ask for much more. now i know some of u are going to ask how it happend so here goes: i was driving on hoover, got ( Read more... )

so, got a call from joshy today, and he is graduating the 12th of january, and should be home the 12th for like 10 days or so.

i feel so useless and alone, i have no idea what to do or who to talk to. i just want to run and scream and for a certin someone to come home.

yeah!!!

well most of you know that today is my b-day and have wished me a good one, only im not cuz im sick as a mo fo. but plans are as follows tommorrow my family and friends are going to bamboozles on 12 and vandyke for all of yuo who want to go.