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[spikeylover]

YAY, my semi-unloved vid won a teardrop award. (and although the sound is sometimes funky, this is one of my favorite vids that I have done) I always felt that vid was incredibly sad and said so much. I couldn't love Spike (souled and unsouled) the way I do if I didn't see him that way.

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[frelling_tralk]

Congratulations!

[spikeylover]

thanks!!!!

[girlpire]

congratulations! i'll definitely watch the vid.

[spikeylover]

Can I just say that your manips boggle my mind and that might be an understatement. I can't believe you can do that and make it look so real. Bwa ha!!!! Do you ever use that manip skill in vidding cause damn, I wish I had it. Spike/Buffy would be reunited in my vids and doing the xxx-rated naughty.

[girlpire]

thank you! i haven't ever actually used a manip in a video... i don't think... but my brother did! he turned gunn into will smith for his "fresh prince of bel-air" video on our website

[girlpire]

um for some reason the rest of my comment didn't show up... i linked to manpire.com which has all our vids on it. anyway, you should check it out :)

[jamalov29]

Congratulations for the award!

I loved how you enlightened Spike's unshaken devotion. This has always struck me as something extraordinary within his heart.
The most devoted vampire in the world.
I agree with your views on why Spike decided to remain by Angel's side , it was the right thing to do at the moment. And if , or when the battle against W and H ended with him not being dust , I have no doubt that he would have wanted to find Buffy.
Angel never took the news regarding Spike's love for Buffy seriously , and that made Spike feel unworthy of her love somehow ( and like you I still luv Angel) . And if Angel thought that Buffy would be grieving ..

Determination , devotion and hope , thy name is Spike!

[spikeylover]

I know Fury said that he wanted to end with Spike going to Buffy, and I think the writers were hinting that Angel was holding back from Spike. We knew what she said to Angel in CHOSEN, and it wasn't that Spike couldn't hold up to him, or that they didn't "have" anything. In fact, it was quite the opposite. He was in her heart, and she obviously cared about him. He knew she gave Spike the champion amulet to wear, too. Someone had told him that Spike had died, and so he had to have contact with Buffy or one of her gang after CHOSEN. I always found it suspect how he didn't want them to see each other. If there was nothing to fear, and she just thought of him as a friend, then why not?

[petzipellepingo]

Congrats on the award! and yes! those are the reasons I can't let go of Spike either.

[spikeylover]

thanks. I'm not holding my breath about this movie/spinoff Joss keeps going with, but I HOPE he does it..

[kseenaa]

That was encredebly well written...

[spikeylover]

thank you!