It's been 4 years and I still think of you... I still have the gifts you gave me... know that you are missed... 

What has my life come to? It needs to feel real again. How do I do that? Do you know? I am lost.

i'm alive i swear... you'll hear from me soon.... probably tonight, but in case i don't get to the email, just know that i'm alive...

well amy nudged me so i decided to show face and update... everything's ok i guess... nothing really to report... well one thing... believe it or not... i miss you

that's all

I don't feel like writing anything that could be important to anyone. I don't feel like writing anything that matters. I don't feel like writing for anyone but my monkey and myself (well and amerz I guess). So with that said here is my entry:

BUTT HAND STINK PIZZA!

Goodbye

Wow, I'm back... not for long you know how it is... I was just reading my last enty and wow did things change after that! I've had an insane year, and no, not the good kind of insane... My life has been on rollercoaster mode for the last 6 months, actually I think I can trace it back to the last 12 months, but the real insanity happened in the last ( Read more... )

These past two weeks have been the best in my whole life... Now, this doesn't mean I haven't had fantastic times with other people and at other times, but these last two weeks have been great and a big part of it is because I'm free... I've been free in every sense of the word... I've been able to enjoy every minute of the past two weeks without ( Read more... )

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Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuuuuuuuuuuuuck

all i have to say is FUCK!!!!!!!!

[While looking for a certain page in a notebook I came across a page where I wrote two things, the first seems to be just one of my random thoughts, the second is a letter. Here are both, and although they seem to be written on the same day I don't think that was the case. They're both pretty personal so I doubt they'll make sense to anyone but me ( Read more... )