...soooo, you think it's ok for me to become a lesbian, then?
No, sorry, mild experimentation and drawn-out contemplation have brought deep realization that though I may have slightly bi tendencies, I heartily prefer men in all regards.
Stated to me by a woman when I was about to swear off women, "Oh Please do! They don't think like you they're stupid and annoying and never have your best interests in mind." My responce: "So their just like men to you?"
The best one's come arround when they are not planned. Hey just look at me and Ashley. I mean I was asked to come on a walk. 2 hours later she sprained her ankle... uhh... forget that last part ;)
Though just because it's unplanned and unexpected and one has just sworn off the opposite sex doesn't mean that that person you meet that could draw you out of it again is the right one. It's happened to me before, and it was still so wrong
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The cycle will continue until you decide it won't. No consious decision will do, this must be a decision beyond all of your will, changing you to your core. I cannot explain how it is that this will come about, this change will not come about overnight, it will creep up on you slowly and realization will grab you from behind one day.
There is a possiblity perhaps you are already where you are ment to be and the realization in it's fickle way has not grabbed you yet. Life will go on, your life will change, people will come and go, and you, and as I have said many times before, are loved, and will be for a while longer. I may have been out of the world for a spell, but you are still a groomsmaid in my eyes.
Though, to give credit to being involved with men, every guy who cared enough to respond and posted to this I've been involved with in one way or another, even if it was just a huge crush back in the day. The men I've been with still care about me. Thank you.
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(I'm kidding about the lesbian bit, of course. Cheer up, o' fair Paintress.)
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No, sorry, mild experimentation and drawn-out contemplation have brought deep realization that though I may have slightly bi tendencies, I heartily prefer men in all regards.
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My responce: "So their just like men to you?"
The best one's come arround when they are not planned. Hey just look at me and Ashley. I mean I was asked to come on a walk. 2 hours later she sprained her ankle... uhh... forget that last part ;)
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The cycle will continue until you decide it won't. No consious decision will do, this must be a decision beyond all of your will, changing you to your core. I cannot explain how it is that this will come about, this change will not come about overnight, it will creep up on you slowly and realization will grab you from behind one day.
There is a possiblity perhaps you are already where you are ment to be and the realization in it's fickle way has not grabbed you yet. Life will go on, your life will change, people will come and go, and you, and as I have said many times before, are loved, and will be for a while longer. I may have been out of the world for a spell, but you are still a groomsmaid in my eyes.
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In all sworn-off-ness.
I want to take you to my little pub.
When are you in Seattle next?
Can I have more Within Temptation? :D
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