The Struggle Is Real

[spencer5460]

Now my mother and sisters refuse to talk to me (without a third party intermediary of the religious persuasion). This battle is not new. Trying to let go, trying to hold on. I'm hard-wired to love and I appreciate the sentiment that forgiveness is the higher road. But sometimes that road is too fucking hard to climb. Some days I just want to admit

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[provencepuss]

Spencer, first off i'm sending you BIG hugs. It's hard to deal with, your instinct is to love them but they are treating you so badly. Go bury yourself in SHCon and have fun.
'an intermediary of religious persuasion': that would make me run a mile in the opposite direction.

[spencer5460]

I know, right? A little creepy. She also wanted to meet me at an airport hotel. Sounded a little too much like an intervention to me. I wasn't buying it. So now they won't talk to me. (But if they sent me away to some fanfic rehab, I'd miss SHarecon. Eeeeek!)

[myhnabird]

Seriously? They *so* don't deserve you...
Virtual hug. (((spencer)))
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[spencer5460]

Thanks, Myna. I truly appreciate your friendship. <3