I can't ever get you off my mind. Almost everything I do, I do because of you. I love you, forever and ever. I don't care what anyone thinks. I hope one day you will love me again. All I want to do is make you happy.

just wanted to let everyone know..
that i now understand...
i'm never going to be happy.
and i will never accomplish the things i want in life.
thats it.

I wish I never let my life get this out of hand.
And I wish I never let myself go either...
Now I have alot of work to do.
The time is now.
Then who knows.
Maybe I will enlist.
It sounds like a good idea to me.
And trying to talk me out of it won't work.
This is something I want to do.

Well it lasted three years and a few odd months.
it over.
and i can't stop crying.
im going to fucking miss him so much.
...they say life goes on.
fuck life.

I have something to tell everyone who reads this.

Love is gay

Having said that. I feel a little better now.
Anyone who can offer me advice please message me.
www.myspace.com/kowens

you'd be super cool.

now.
I'm going to go do.... Something. Anything.

I'm pretty sure I'm falling in love.

I'm going to look back years from now.
And still remember how much I love you.


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oh my god. i just slept 14 hours!!!!
oh how I love sleeping!
I miss it so much,
but now im mad cause my day off is kinda ruined.
so much time has been wasted.
oh well.
I slept like a baby,
but I kept getting charlie horeses.
fuck them.

livejournal is so 2000.
haha.

fuck this.

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