you know mackenzie its one thing to hate me its quite anouther to be a complete bitch to me....

I have a problem that I cannot explain ( Read more... )

Caitlin called me... that was cool.. unexpected as well, i didnt think i had any chance at all and maybe i still dont but at least she called me. mackenzie also called me. that was unexpected too, and very weird. we just dont have anything to talk about anymore, i guess thats kinda how it works but its kinda annoying oh well..... im just happy ( Read more... )

im not sure how staying aloof is working.... mainly cause i was so aloof that i didnt talk to her tonight. she was right there and i didnt say a word... maybe that isnt such a good idea... oh well who cares. if it works out and she can see past mistakes ive made that are not going to happen again then its cool and if she cant, or if that was just a ( Read more... )

it sucks when past mistakes come and bite you in the ass once again ( Read more... )

out of the night that covers me ( Read more... )

im not really into this whole journal thing... ill probably still read the friends list and comment and stuff, but posting has kinda lost its appeal to me... peace out

i sent her an email i hope it makes things somewhat better between us... she is too good of a friend to lose over something like this

Would you ( Read more... )

for the record... i am not a petifile or however you spell that... i was only intrested in her until i learned her age... now im not