if theres on thing ive learned, its that people never change. no matter how much you think they have, or how well things go, it all comes down to this. someone screaming and someone crying. someone walking out, and someone crying. one set of rules for one, and a different for the other. nothing i say is ever right, nothing is ever good enough. im ( Read more... )

its snowing ( Read more... )

Im so glad that no matter how bad i think things are, they normally get better. me and joshua worked things out, just people fucking around in our business and shit like that. pisses me off. and yeh. havent gotten in a fight with either of my parents today, granted i just got home like 20 minutes ago because ive been out and at work all day, but ( Read more... )

so i figured i would once again attempt to keep up this livejournal thing. it would be a lot easier if i had a laptop or something because i have realized that im never home. i think its starting to piss off my parents because my dad yelled at me the other day that im never home anymore but i really could care less. i mean if they pulled their ( Read more... )

today was one of the most amazing days of my life. i cant believe how lucky i am. i feel like i dont deserve any of this, but at the same time im so glad i have it anyways. sometimes the best times, the most amazing times, are spent doing nothing special at all. just getting lunch with friends and sitting in the park and around and just talking ( Read more... )

computers can kiss my ass. mine died. its gone. never to return. i had all this virus and spyware and adware bullshit on mine so it died and decided that it wasnt going to work anymore and just sit there and laugh at me. so i got software to fix it but the internets stil not workin so im using my sisters at the moment. hopefully itll be fixed soon ( Read more... )

could today have possible sucked even more? woke up this morning in a fairly good mood, its a morning, how happy am i gonna be? but no. just no. it had to rain on my fucking parade. i get to school. alls goin well. make some fajitas in gourmet foods but halfway through that class my day starts to turn to shit. and im warning you now to stop reading ( Read more... )

ive come to the conclusion that people getting hurt is just a fact of life and we should all just deal with it and suck it up. someone i know is always getting hurt, and i somehow always get in the middle of it. not that im really complaining, because i have a knack for getting in the middle of things because i want to help people, but it brings me ( Read more... )

wow. realized i havent updated in forever and figured i would. yeah. ever had that feeling where you feel like youve known someone forever, but havent? and you always want to be around them, and when you are, it just makes everything better when before it sucked? yeah. good feeling. anyways. had langleys homecoming last night, that was pretty cool ( Read more... )

tonight was definatly a very good night. i realized ::again lol:: that you dont really have to be DOiNG anything to be having a fun time....just sitting around talking and looking at the view from the top of a parking garage. you wouldnt think so. yeah. lets just say tonight was good, and it ended well as well because my parents didnt TOTALLY ( Read more... )