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It's revolution maybe.
So, life has been infrequently great and miserable lately. But good has been outweighing bad. I'm eating better, sleeping more, smoking less, drinking less (than the last few weeks), skating more, playing music more, and writing just a bit more. These are all good signs. I'm getting healthier ( Read more... ) -
Where the hell have I been.
So why the hell didn't anyone tell me there have already been two episodes of the third season of Heroes already aired? Why didn't I know of this?
I don't have words to explain, nor even articulate, how uncontrollably excited I am at this moment.
And to make matters worse, or to get me, and surely not only me, even more geeked about this season, ( Read more... ) -
seriously, why am I not teaching right now?
I've been reading old lesson plans and mourning my students from last semester. I miss teaching so very much ( Read more... ) -
Hell's Kitchen
I'm cooking for friends tonight and tomorrow night.
Seriously stoked.
On the menu:
Saturday night - Mexican Spiced Lentils over Brown Basmati Rice served with Fresh Guacamole
Sunday night - Rosemary Chicken over Asparagus Risotto and Herb Roasted Potatoes
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best.night.ever
seriously.
"And then the sense of space, of depth, is lost as the snowflakes fall into a pattern. "
Craig Thompson - Blankets -
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Sometimes I feel just fine being here, but I have a hard time sitting. Not peaceful. But I think that will come sometime. I said yesterday that I thought I hit my bottom, but I don't think I've even come close. Maybe I just hit some clay. I've slowed down, and I'm exhausted. I don't want to party anymore. I don't really have the energy to ( Read more... ) -
perfect words that I didn't write.
Moth
by Over the Rhine
same old question
without words
so familiar
seldom heard
if I answer
I confess
I am only
just a guess
and with my eyes
it's hard to see
with my ears it's
hard to believe that
if I ever lose my will to live
it was me that I could not forgive
there's no savior hanging on this cross
it isn't suffering we fear but loss
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Bloody fun with ears and zero gauges.
So, last week I got my ears scalpelled. I've never had my ears pierced before, so before last week, the only piercing I had was my septum. I've always wanted plugs and I heard my piercer talk about scalpelling before so I impulsively did it. It was incredible. I sprayed blood up her arm. Now, a week later, they are still tender and bleed a ( Read more... ) -
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EDIT:
So, I'm expanding this entry, because I have much more to say on this topic, but didn't have enough time this morning.
I have been increasingly frustrated with my upbringing, specifically my super conservative *almost* baptist church background. Once I left home, the scales fell off my eyes and I have so much trouble comprehending faith and ( Read more... )
