so i def just had 2 pretty distinct dreams lasy night. and i guess they weren't even that wierd ( Read more... )

whoa like working is wierd. i have to... do stuff? i even got some kids hours tommorow. so now i've worked since thursday... to monday 4- at least 8:30, usually later. oh well at least the pay is decent. although it's not helping my plans to go running or bike riding ( Read more... )

6 months without regular lifting had a much larger drain on me than i thought, well now that i've lost most of my previous strength and replaced it with momentum instead, it's time to get it back.

worked yesterday, i actually ended up taking the close shift because the other guy didn't really want to take it. i made a little more than i did on saturday, i just worked like 2 more hours. fully consider pulling an allnigher right about now... but then by 4 when i go to work i might be in trouble ( Read more... )

well it's a miracle, i calmed down and got a grip. thx to everybody who reminded me that even if i do manage to become cast into shadow i'll still have a torch to help light the way. sry if i freaked anybody out yesterday, that happens every once in a while now. not very fun.

and now i off to get some sleep.

i have just realized something whilst sitting her talking with people on aim. the tricking my parents hasn't been a strech anymore. but nonetheless i get more and more tired as i get closer to the day of reckoning. i've noticed 2 things actually. now the fight is not even really between me and my parents, it's against myself ( Read more... )

Stolen from ana, i'll give it back when i'm done, then she can give it back to mandi. lol ( Read more... )

the entire post can be summarized with this, i am to tired to make a post....

for the first time in years, i ahve been listening to meatloaf on a pretty regualr basis. this is a scary thing to me. few of his songs even sounded good last year, and weren't worth draggin a cd around for anymore ( Read more... )