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Monologue
There’s never been any real constant in my life. I never had the comfort of knowing that when I came home from school that you were always going to be there. Sometimes I wish we could just go back in time a few years. You know when I’m talking about, don’t pretend that you don’t.
Remember when I was in elementary school? And I would come home and ( Read more... ) -
Short little thing I just wrote...
Pulse quickens ( Read more... ) -
Hmmm
Its been a loooooooooong time since I updated this thing! I never really noticed it. Then one day I was like did I have a online journal thing? Ugh! Mother's Day is tomorrow and I honestly don't feel like getting my mother anything at all. Noramlly I would but she has just been so freakin' aannoying lately and rude. Like this afternoon when she ( Read more... ) -
Sorry
How long has it been since I last updated this thing? I have no clue! Oh well I forget things all the time. Short term memory loss. Anywho I've busy busy lately. Changing schools and doing lots of homework and writing a new story that nobody shall ever read because nobody likes my stories... Why do I continue to write these stories? Nobody knows ( Read more... ) -
Dream
Its strange. Last night I had a dream that I married my very good friend, and his family didn't like me so they tried to kill me. Ever have a dream like that? Anyway.. All my journals are short...they might always be short....DEAL WITH IT!
-SpazCheckers -
Untitles #3
Everything is great, everything is good ( Read more... ) -
You
You always made me laugh,
You always made me smile,
But who do I turn to when you are gone?
Your already gone
you have been for a while
if you where here I’d ask you
when your gone.....who will make me smile? -
Untitled #2
Here I stand in front of the sink,
my arms in the sink that is full on hot water,
Smiling insanely through my pain,
watching as blood mixes with the water,
Closing my eyes and letting go,
letting go of life,
letting go of all the pain,
of all the suffering. -
Sweet Dagger
Sweet dagger hear my plea,
do my bidding and rescue me,
from this pain within my heart,
the pain that came when we did part,
take my life away from me,
Take mine like you did thee’s.
end my life and my pain,
don’t let me go through it again.
let my blood freely flow,
as my pain and sorrow go. -
Never again
Yup...Another Poem
Never again shall I hear your voice,
never again shall I laugh at your jokes,
never again shall I kiss you,
never again shall I see your face,
I’ll wait for you forever
until the day comes
when we can be together
forever, finally and
never again shall we be apart,
for you’ll always have my heart.