Dear nauseating heat :

Please come back. I missed you so. You give me energy, and take away my appetite.

With love,
A fat girl

The bad news : I'm like 121
The good news : I ran for a whole hour. My sweat smelled like ammonia. Mmm'mmm catabolism.

I'm like, 122. Today. But I burned 1000+ cals at the gym, so I think I'll be ok.

So far today :
4 almonds: 28
1 cup coffee : 10
1/2 0z chicken breast : 25
100 grams new potatoes - boiled, plain: 90

total so far : 153.

I think I aspire to be some sort of overexerciser.

I love how at my new gym if I spend like 4 hours a day there nobody would notice.

I overeat. I really do.

For some reason that is unknown to me, I stuffed myself with bread. I shouldn't be allowed bread. Bread makes me gain weight and I can't afford to gain.

Fuck.

Not eating tomorrow, period. Don't care how I do it. Doesn't matter.

117.5
down half a lb from yesterday.

I've had maybe 150 cals. Maybe. Espresso(10), like 4 sugar cubes (60) and a handful of cereal 50 ( Read more... )

To my own surprise I'm 118. I thought I'd be like 121. 120, with some a lot of luck.

I went to the gym finally. Not much happened, but at least I went.

And my back/shoulders are red from the sun. Yay.

Maybe I'll be 117 tomorrow. Hopefully. Shouldn't be too difficult - it's nearly 4 and I still haven't eaten.

Things that I should stop eating forever :

• Chocolate
  
• Sugar Cubes
  
• Bread
  
• Cereal
  
• All candy + junk
  
  
  
  I don't have a huge problem the last one so much as the first 4. I don't know what it is. I mean, sugar cubes. Who the hell eats that?

So the measurements I posted this morning are well, obsolete. I'm on my period. I'm bloated as fuck. I feel like I weigh 145 and I've never even been that high (thank god too ( Read more... )

True Waist : 27 5/7
Belly button waist : 32
left thigh : 21
hips : 34 3/4
bust, bra on : 32 1/4
left calf 14"

My guess i that I'm 121-2
5'5