well here i am back from a weekend spent at brandons!!!!!!! its crazy but i had a break down finally last night... i could not stop i was talking to brandon and he said we will do anything we can to make everything work our then seeing it be about 3:30 am he was making referance to full house and how they make everything work out and blah blah blah ( Read more... )

so i know i have not put anything in here for a while but here i go ( Read more... )

well here i am in FL. and yes i am sad putting a posting up while im here i should not even be on a computer but here i am. anywho just wanted to say hi to all i miss everyone but not enought to wanna come home!!!!!! i wish i never had to but oh well right we all have to do things we really don't wanna do. sometime its to make other people happy ( Read more... )

ok well im trying to figure out what to put in here? well im going to be house sitting from the 28th to the 8 then i go on vacation. i leave for vacation on the 11th and i will be home on the 23. wow lots going on. then like a week after brandon and i come home from FL he is going to be in CO for (we are not sure if its going to be a week or two ( Read more... )

ok well just figured i would do a little writing in here seeing that i have not put anything in here for a while. so nothing has really been going on. i don't know i i put it in the last post but i am not working at bedminster now i am working at rigelsville. im not happy with here i am but oh well. i complained enough about the other place i ( Read more... )

ok well here i am lot has been going on in my head and i know you people who really read this are going to be saying what the hell is wrong with you? but i have been depressed and i dont know why. i have not been myself i have been tryen soo hard but im not. im really quiet and i have no real erg to want to go out and be around people. i want ( Read more... )

ok so i have not put anything in here in a while. im sorry everyone who may care about my small pothetic life. well anywho alot is going on with work. on im working over in riegelsville for the next week and maybe if it goes very well then maybe i will try to stay there. but that means i will have to leave everyone that i am used to. i will ( Read more... )

well after i did something and lost my other post i was about to put up i got pissed and just left. got pissed you know how it goes. anywho ( Read more... )

Ok well i just erased my hole post so im pissed and don't think i want to post now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

blah blah blah im here just having time to sit and really do not much of anything..... brandon just left not to long ago and not i can't sleep........ i have so many thoughts running through my head now that i think i may be hearing the voices..... hehehe not really but anywho i have thoughts about where my life is going how i am not sure im ever ( Read more... )