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[sparky2114]

ok well here i am lot has been going on in my head and i know you people who really read this are going to be saying what the hell is wrong with you? but i have been depressed and i dont know why. i have not been myself i have been tryen soo hard but im not. im really quiet and i have no real erg to want to go out and be around people. i want

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[shells4]

You know your not loosing me!
Im at the same place- only a bit different... I cant find a happy median, and I hate it when ppl want to go out- I havent wanted to be around ppl in a long time. I didnt even want to on my birthday!
I am finally starting to come out of my shell... I need to because next yr I am here ALONE... if I go to Hawthorn I will be SOL because Ill be on duty more... its just all around blah... but whatever...
If you need to talk dont hesitate to call- even if Im asleep Im a much better listener that way anyways!
Gotta go sit this stupid table... Later :)
♥ Me

[sparky2114]

i know you are alwyas here for me and you know i love you for it. its just hard its hard for me to just break though everything. im used to having you there to help me and not that we both have our lives on a path (or so we both think) its like im just thinking more and i never want to lose my friends. i know i will never lose you but still i just think i need to come up and see you.... i can't wait till this weekend!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[brwneyedvixen]

Awww...Elyse, i told you i was depressed on Friday and you didn't tell me about your depression. You know I am here for you. We can be depressed together. Anyways....Love Ya and Miss Ya, *MJ* ;-) XoXo

[sparky2114]

i did;t tell you because i know you have problems on your own and i just need to learn to deal with them all myself right. but thank you soo much i know you are here for me and im am here for you too. i wish there was more i could to to cheer you up.....