i'm starting to get depressed. it wasn't sunny today, or really that warm, so i think that's partly why....i had a dream that she made out with some busted lesbian and was real mean to me, (like not in a hot way, but in a mean hurtful way)...so in the dream she made out with this busted lesbian in this car, and i was right there, and i got real ( Read more... )

i've been hanging out with that girl all the time...night and day, and night and day...she sleeps over....i really really like her....too much i think...in fact, i already miss her ( Read more... )

hung out with that girl again last night, all night ( Read more... )

i probably should be thinking about all the things that could be/are ruining my life. i should be taking it easy. i should be not doing this. i should know better. i really should know better ( Read more... )

i think it's getting to the point where i'm getting in too deep. i mean, crushes always tend to do that, but this one is awfully quick...it's really fun though ( Read more... )

i'm awake. and i'm terrifyed and excited. last night left me with chapped lips, a parched mouth,butterflies in my stomach and that electric feeling that runs through your veins...you know the one where you are kinda shaky and sick feeling, but not in a bad way, just in a nervous, i don't know what to do with myself way ( Read more... )

hung out with that girl again last night...what is it,like 7 days in a row...well, the only seven days really...

from what i can tell she is all of these things:
really hot
really fun
sweet
romantic
really hot

i think i'm flirting with disaster, but it's so much fun.
we'll see. (stop being able-ist tisha)

i absolutely did not want this to happen. it always happens at the worst possible times for everyone involved. i do however, LOVE crushes. it's sick.

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