Just people who don't know their doing it I guess. Or they actually want to. Maybe to get me back at something I did. And I didn't mean to. To either of them. I don't know. Or maybe they just don't like that I have a picture and they don't. Who knows.
You know what? I seriosuly thought that you were sad and shit, and that you wanted to do something. But this post and the last 2 I think, hve made me realize something. Your saying that I or whoever wants to hurt you. Did you ever think YOU HURT THEM, and they are tired of it. So they walk away from it all. If that hurts you, then you need to fucking realize how you treat people too. Stop making excuses, because I can make them too. It makes shit worse! Don't keep saying we want to hurt you, when in reality, we are the ones being hurt. So why don't you AND Julianna look from the other persons point, the one who is actually getting the most pain. You say we don't realize that we hurt you, but the question is do you realize how much fucking pain and hurt you can cause someone? Obviosuly not. I don't know, but I was at the point where I was willing to talk. But after everything that just happend. I say fuck it. If that is mean and it hurt your feelings. Well sorry, but my feelings have been hurt way longer than yours. So
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You know Ashley, just for your information. I was talking about a totally different person who hurt me. I was talking about that person ____. So yea, not you. That person. And I'm not making excuses, I don't do that. And I was/am sad. Just because something bad happens doesn't mean I have to go moping around all day. If that were true then I would have been already moping from hearing about Jack, then about you, followed by ____. I don't do that, or I try not to because I hate doing that and it just draws attention to me and I don't like attenion. And also, I don't go around being all depressed and sadened 24/7 like I'm guessing is what you think I should('ve) be(en) doing because it takes my mind off it. I don't like being sad at all. I may seem like I'm happy but down inside I'm not. If I were to let my true feelings of sadness or whatever show then I would just becmoe angry because when I'm sad I get mad and then I just yell at people and stuff and then they get mad and hurt and stuff. So I try to not think about the
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corrections of some misspelled words. have* realize* sick* and the other ones? Oh well
P.S Thank you(tell Julianna thanks too) for the idea of my Personal Narrative paper. It is going to be about friendship, that or life. Thanks for the inspiration
Okay, but still. You don't really look through my perspective, or else you would see what I am saying. And no your right you shouldn't go around moping all day, that is pointless. I never said you should do that. You don't see what I am saying. I guess when I type things online I don't get my point across the way it should be. I need to talk to you both, but seems like you can't be in the same place when I want you to be. In the morning tomorrow we will talk, no one else aloud. I will make sign, and we will use it. It will say " we are talking, go away" I really don't like to fight with you guys, but sometimes you look at things your way,and don't see how I feel. I tell you things and you say shre things, and I do, you just don't remember, or you don't listen much. Either way this all sucks, I may have hurt you, but you both hurt me more. Ashley
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P.S Thank you(tell Julianna thanks too) for the idea of my Personal Narrative paper. It is going to be about friendship, that or life. Thanks for the inspiration
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