i've come to a point where i need to take a potentially long-ass, if not permanent break from livejournal. over the years i've revised my reasons for having one in the first place. usually i like to write smart, silly, and/or political things and get y'all's feedback or be able to see what people write when i don't get to see them (especially ( Read more... )

so i stalked out ms. natalie and we went and had "lunch" at zorba's. it was nice to talk about things other than work, cuz that's the only setting we see each other in much. sometimes natalie's very good at making me realize what i need to do. every time i talk to her lately and examine my life, i am more encouraged to get the hell out of denver ( Read more... )

oh my god i just wasted my day. and i don't feel really bad about it. that's a good sign ( Read more... )

so. the vagi-malogues were pretty god damned lovely. neville and squee are kinda my heroes. i've seen the shit before, but for some reason i felt distinctly *good* being out last night, though i think the espresso i had beforehand made me a little crazy. y

and now, an apt quote from erinmack:
To everything, turn turn turn. A time for wallowing, a time ( Read more... )

swan lake w/ fella swans was pretty awesome. i know little to nothing about the intricacies about ballet, of course. but i do know it was pretty gay and scandalous. at least, a lot of people around me seemed scandalized. anything that challenges traditionally dominant forms of masculinity is okay with me, although more analysis is necessary ( Read more... )

hmm. i can't decide if lj and i should take a break or not. i feel like i need a time out cuz all i post is whiny/snarky crap that's no fun and i don't like that. at least my happy funny entries are amusing ( Read more... )

i miraculously wrote a complete paper (yeah, the one that was due last monday) while 10-15 people were/are talking as loud as they possibly can downstairs at maya's cheesecake party. thankfully i'm done now...because if i had to try and write a paper with lots of long-term noise, i would be very aggravated. said aggravation would be compounded by ( Read more... )

well my flake-a-zoid friend natalie did not flake out on me yesterday, amazingly. one of the things that pushes my buttons the most is when people flake out on me. she almost did, and it took her like 4 hours to show up, but i'm glad i got to hang out with her some. she and evan (my "nemesis") and i all played some pool and i got all wasted. ( Read more... )

i heart hellville. aka erin and adrienne. they sure fuckin' know how to take care of me, spend time with me, and generally have my back. it's so damn good. they're like an oasis in the desert or some other cheesy metaphor. heart heart heart ( Read more... )

today one of my teachers kind of rocked my world. it was really simple. i went into her office before class to tell her i don't have my paper ready today. i started trying to explain how everything in my life is overwhelming me, with the result that i feel like i can't properly do anything. she was really understanding and even finished one of ( Read more... )