SO I really never write in this anymore. :[ Im not on the computer much anymore, things are so busy. Im in love :] I have an amazing boyfriend, that I have had for a month. And yes, its finally Paul. I have amazing friends, even though sometimes it doesnt seem like it. Ughh. I need a job. :/ I loveee you kids. Ps. How is everything?
Winter Formal last night, was the best night of my life. I had the most fun i have ever had, and I got to dance with the nicest boy, the whole night. ♥
I think im starting to feel the pain from losing my soul mate, to another girl. I know I love the girl, and the boy as my best friend. But I feel like she just took him from me, and he hasnt been the same since. Im so lost.
Ive always wondered what it really means to love. I truly want to know the answer. It could very well be the feeling of emptiness when you are away from a certain person, but it could also be jealousy to another girl. It could be the nurturing a dog gives to his pups, or it could be two best friends with a lot of memories, and trust for one another
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Ive come to a conclusion. Things that have happened this school year/summer have made me stronger, and a better person. A heartbreak made me realize I wear my heart on my sleeve, and that I dont hold on to it for a long time, I just release it to anyone who shows any sense of emotion. Ive realized I need to take my time getting to know a person,
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I basically had the worst day of my yesterday. Absolutely everything bad went wrong, that could have. But today was much better. Thanks to my lovelyy friends. Aka Paul&Allie&Angela&SidVicious&Chelsea&Kathy. You kids rule, everything ♥