Dude my dad's being such a fuck. He's actually STAYING home from work this week while my mom and Anais are in Oregon because he's convinced I'm going to go off and do stupid shit. He's always so positive I'm going to "faire des betises" and he's like "c'est pour montrer combien je t'aime" um NO wtf he's such an asshole. He loves pissing me off and ( Read more... )

Wow whats new with me? Christmas was good. Got some cool stuff. How were everyones' holidays? We're turning our garage into a rec room which will be awesome cuz I can have parties there now :) Man I need a girlfriend... damn so much is up but I can't say it here hehe. Ok I'm out.

Wow I havn't written in here in a long time. Hm well what's new with me? I just came back from Vegas last night, whoopdidoo. Eh it was okay, nothing spectacular. Susie was here with Justin so that was really cool, but now they're gone :(. Ooh I'm on the volleyball team, very fun even though Greg is an asswipe. Sry if I worried you guys with all the ( Read more... )

Argh okay so my weekend just might be totally ruined. I was supposed to go to a football game tonight but my parents said no because I have a BAC BLANC tomorrow at 8:30 argh I'm so worried and they're sick of driving me places. So tomorrow night I'm supposed to go to Angela's kickback but now my mom says she doesn't wanna drive me if it rains. WTF ( Read more... )

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Aw man this is so good. I'm actually happy, for no reason at all I'm just happy. Like things are going really well with my parents and my friends and school and everything. There's still this emptiness inside of me. I realized that I'm an emotional eater. Cuz when I was lonely I would eat and eat and eat and then when I was with Cameron I only ate ( Read more... )

Hehe hi! Hmm so no Cody and I are not over. So I'm really happy about that one :) I'm going to a Chaminaud football game Friday fuuuun lol but it'll be awesome to see Nicole and Danielle again omg I havn't seen them in years! Aw I miss my lil ladies lol. It rained today so no vball practice for us since we don't have an indoor gym :( I was looking ( Read more... )

Mmmmmmmmkay so I'm a little mad here. Cooper tells me he does still like me, yet however he does hate me remember? Then he finds out I do drugs so he's going to stay away from me and he says it as if I'm begging for him back. Yeah okay so I missed the guy and I really do love him as a friend and always will but GOD I can't live my life the way I ( Read more... )

Hey, man I'm bored. I'm at my aunts house. Yesterday was pretty cool, I woke up like at 3 hehe and then I went to get Lila a present and then I went to Cody's house for a bit. THEN, I went to a party it was okay nothing spectacular but I had a blast towards the end hehe. Well then we dropped off Parisa and Ian at home and then my mom dragged me to ( Read more... )

There's so much I need to say but I don't know how and even if I could I don't know who I'd say it to. Like I want to forget him cuz I know that would be good for me but I don't want him out of my life because we were friends before it turned into anything else. And all I do is say the same shit over and over and over again to myself and to my ( Read more... )