Fucking.

Hell.

I'll answer comments tomorrow (i love you guys)...and other stuff. And I didn't come back around just to be emo all the time, I swear. Just trying to do that not disappearing thing.

But for right now I'm gonna go curl up in a ball and cry if that's alright. Kthx.

I'm using Semagic this time, btw. No frickin' boxes I hope. tastyeyeliner fixed those for me yesterday and then told me to never not use Semagic again. I do as I'm told. Usually. Ok, hardly ever. But I try.

Soooooooooooooooo...*fidgits* Sup people?

( Damn this is long...do I remember how to cut? )

I had a major plot bunny over the weekend. YES, believe it!! It's all Steph's fault for taking me to the Amish Market ( Read more... )

HAPPY NEW YEAR ( Read more... )

I know. I haven't been around again and I basically suck. I miss you guys. Someday soon I really do hope that the world will stop spinning long enough for me to get off, throw up, shower and get back on. Not that I haven't been showering while I've been LJ-MIA. Figure of speech. *shifty eyes* Everytime I think things are lightening up, ( Read more... )

and then the world crumbles and falls in minutes...

it's so....

fragile.

Ever cried so fucking hard that you think your head and your heart will surely explode? It's the kind of crying that comes from some place deep inside you that you don't even recognize. It splits your head open, you literally can't breathe, your eyes swell shut, your chest and your ribs ache and something inexplicable inside you screams - a sound ( Read more... )

My computer needs a breathalizer test attached to it.

o_0

crap.

I know I said I'd be back sooner than this. You've all been so great, so understanding and I really appreciate that ( Read more... )

Before I throw up ( Read more... )