i'm at lindsay's in Cbus until sunday.

i feel very panicked lately.

i also realized.. i am pretty without makeup. i feel like i have accepted this vessel i have..

since the middle of november i've lost almost 12 pounds and 5 inches from my body
i started lifting.
down two more inches.

and that amazing feeling when a girl i know at school with a great body, tells me how "in shape" i've been looking lately. i love it.

i love lifting.

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i would have posted this sooner but my computer hates me ( Read more... )

i was hopeful.i started last week.. had all my figures drawn out so i just had to put clothes on them.

i'm no where near done.

and i still have 5 dresses to draft and sew.

2 weeks.

fucking kill me.

i got this:

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i had an entire entry typed out about everything, then my internet fucked up. now i don't care.

i'm sick, behind on my homework by almost 3 weeks, and i can't go because i'm being smart and doing my homework instead.

who isn't ready for classes to begin in 2 hours?

this girl.

...fuck.

bronchitis is the last fucking thing i need right now.

Daisuke (former frontman of the studs and kagerou) passed away yesterday. he was 31. he'd had heart problems since birth and i guess his heart was getting worse; but there's no news on whether it was natural or suicide. i don't think it was suicide ( Read more... )