I've been sleeping all day. The first thing I did today, barf, not just any barf, the kind of barf that makes you know your going to die in the next 24 hour block. I have every flu symptom you can imagine. Yes every single one. Earlier I tried to sit at the computer but I was feeling queasy after the first 20 min. I just had to pass out. My dad is ( Read more... )

Last night at work I was so infuriated! I started pushing carts around the dish room into walls and throwing buckets of dishes into the sink! I don't know why I was so pissed... Maybe I just need a new job?
Anyway, I made my way home to find a fifth of GIN, and some sweaty boys playing, Magic The Gathering, "GAY". Needless to say Rians new car is up ( Read more... )

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Holidays don't seem like holidays this year. I can't figure out what is making everything drag ass. I'm not sure if there is an answer? I feel alone. I miss my family but I'm glad I don't live with them. I dreamed my mom was drunk last night I think she was depressed about something and I had to carry her out of a store, it made me cry because she ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning to Jeffrey Smith repeatedly telling me "Get up my mom will be here in 5 minutes, I already hid the bong so just clean up the ashes!" He said it about 5 or 6 times before I shot off the couch to start cleaning only as fast as a 20 year old bachelor could. I heard her walking up the stairs so I thought I would have time to put ( Read more... )

Yeah so if anyone read the entry about getting teeth pulled. I didn't write that. Adam thought he was logged on. Anyways. I had an awesome day. I finally have a car. Rian Carter is back in town. So my life = Rad If you want to party tomorrow give me a call because I sure as hell do!


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So this is life without a car. Damn. I feel like I've been locked up in a butt loving prison for a week. I grounded myself god damn it and life is moving on without me. I'm having a hard time finding a car thats worth driving. I might as well not stress over it now. What is, is what is. So anyways when I get a car I'm going to drive to everyones ( Read more... )

I'm stuck in battleground. It's friday night. Someone should call me. 723-5037. I'll be up. Otherwise I guess I'll just rock out with my parents. You know watch some star trek, sit, space out. PLEASE CALL!

This was one of the longest days of my life. I loved it though. My mom is rad. My sister is rad. Ben is rad. Atom is rad. Jeff is rad. Bag full of Halloween candy that I savaged for like 15 minutes wail extremely baked that now is giving me a killer stomach pain is rad. and Anni and her chocolate candy covered shrooms is rad. My neck hurts.

It feels like I'm finally breaking through. I give myself a couple more weeks, but who knows maybe now that I see the mark it will come faster than I originally thought. I've been so immature and so out of context. So if I've worried anyone or freaked you out. It's over now.