got a bunch of stuff for xmas and bought some stuff with the X-mas money

one including upgrading my lj to paid acount again.

sometimes i wonder if we are nothing but collective memories of something that has already happen. a Feeling or just a thought, something is havining, and if so, is existance nothing. is there no responce, are we just reliving our lives, day to day to, in a hope to find answers to a question we secretly already know ( Read more... )

Happy what ever holiday you enjoy. If you dont celbrate a holiday, well then, go enjoy somethen else. bah.

Presents are fun, but the holidays, always make me feel just al ittle wierd, maybe its my family though, i think they make me feel wierd.

well they finally caught him ( Read more... )

evacuate this brain, the fuel line has been cut.

am 78% Evil Genius

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On my way home tonight, and before i go to bed, thoughts rolled into my head like a freight train ( Read more... )

---I dont belive in the existanec of mercys guiding hand, not with all that i have witnessed, i can not understand, forever burdened with the knowldge that i could have been so much more, when the truth is hard to suffer i knew this all before, there is no comfort in faith, the heavens still will fall---Bruderschaft

as i sat and watched myself grow into the creature i have become, all along the way i wanted an end, i wanted to exit, i wanted to see this whole world go up in flames, to see the wretched face of humanity, burn in its entire disgusting disfigured world they have created for themselves ( Read more... )