Spent like a hour in a closet so i could talk to brit...(other phone was in middle of room and couldnt hear...was down at shop) SPent most the time talking bout love and future..then her mum comes home and i say hi...then i said ur not gonna talk 2 me again r u...then she says only if u need 2 have another talking 2 (or sumdin 2 that effect) So i ( Read more... )

talked 2 amber at church today...told her i was sposed 2 call brit and shes like i should...but eh she wasnt home or sumdin..love leads 2 broken hearts eh?...in love sum1 always gets hurt..but love is being able 2 work thu that...but hmm not gonna be depressed 2day..ill just drown myself in music if it comes down 2 it lol..brit said she might hang ( Read more... )

Everything was alright when she first answered the phone but i think i hurt her...im just a ass sumtimes...but i cant help it cause i sorta get annoyed when i think about her not being mine...hmm..got sumdin going on munday lol...hmm wonder if shes gonna have out wit me 2morrow?i hope so...i miss her..gonna listen 2 sum death metal till i can fall ( Read more... )

tryed calling brits house a few times 2 see what all is up...but shes doing sumdin...so bored as hell..cant find ne numbers so nothing 2 do..would call again but might annoy them :P i think ill just go sleep till munday...hmm..did talk 2 several people tho and hear'd about stuff she did when we wer dating..but its all crap...tired of people ( Read more... )

Well thats shit,...pissed off again...now i kno shes going wit the fucker and i can only hope she keeps that strictly friend thing she was talking about...2 depressing 2 think other wise...but eh...cant be as bad as the first time i spose....now 2 figure out how 2 fit this crap in my backpack...nobody better fuck wit me 2morrow...wont be in the ( Read more... )

Hmm...went 2 Walmart..2 get brit a teddy bear...so i got her a comfy tan teddy so she can hug sumdin :P...then...i had sum moolah left so went and got her a Bracelet (walmart isnt the best for Bracelets :/....have 2 make that up 2 her sumtime but eh i try) and then a lil..thing...cause i know she'll read this 2 hold it in..signed it ickle aussie ( Read more... )

Just talked 2brit on messenger....did she just say she might go back out with me...im floored im so happy...lol......hmm...she pushed the fucker away she said...then everything will be alright if we date again...thats great :P hmm..now i just g2 figure outta way 2 stay up here longer without making my mum think i dont want 2 come down nemore ( Read more... )

Lifes a bit weird...i hope everything turns out alright....more 2morrow cause i g2g....i hope brit comes back....i miss her so...lol i sound gay rofl....hippie love 2 all....lol....

Sigh* i miss her