tr 940-1110 texts and power ( Read more... )

"There are, however, some things good," said Candide ( Read more... )

1. go over the things i have and make sure they are good/make sense ( Read more... )

oh jesus. this is surreal.

people are crazy. things are crazy. i must say i like it better this way, overwhelmed and busy enough to have something to do besides make myself insane. at the same time though, i am lazy, because everything i do has a certain amount of laziness to it. i go out but when i do we smoke in tunnels and cars and walk because it's nice outside and have ( Read more... )

i have a few reasons to be stressed out right now, including failing french, possible un-acceptance from college, and lack of money for europe because for some reason i've spent money like crazy since deciding to save it, but i'm not. i've chosen to let go of the stress, it's gone, i'm happy. i have faith that things will work out and that even if ( Read more... )

i don't know what to do with myself. everything is far too ordinary and i can't do anything without feeling silly about it. i've been waiting for something for too long, convincing myself that i may as well give up on everything and wait to leave, and that's what i've been doing for months. it's hard to look forward to anything, nothing is

macalester ( Read more... )

i got into college!

today was great. basically no school, doctor, borders, starbucks, delivery thai food at work.