it's better to burn out than to fade away..

[soul2skweez]

So I had a breakdown kind of night last night, not crying, but feeling really sorry for myself and really wanting someone to care. I planned on writing a huge entry, for the first time in a long long time, but that failed when he came online and started telling me how he just got home (at 1245am) and thought he'd let me know, considering I was

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[not_dissonant]

I don't know what else to say, but I'd like to give you a <3 and a hug.

[obsidian_raine]

Your boy situation is so much more intricate and complex than my girl situations! Like, if this were TV, I would be in Degrassi and you're in like, Grey's Anatomy.

I'm not trying to make light of your problem, just saying that you're dealing with a lot more mature and developed scenario. Sigh.

Anyway, hope you get through this! :)

[movemelikemusic]

I love you very much and I think that you should come back here with me in the new year and meet an English man. We could live in the flat I'm living in now...you'll just take the bottom bedroom and have your own bathroom! Seriously. Think about it. You can supply teach like me, and not work yourself silly because you make such good money working part time! Don't burn yourself out like your mom does this time of year!!

If he flakes out on you after your final attempt, don't give him any more chances! He's an idiot for not seeing what's clearly in front of him...he didn't see it in uni and it looks like he's still blind!

I love that your grandpa comes in the form of a lady bug. I know it'll be hard this christmas...the first one always is....but he'll still be there. You'll feel him at the table...and he was so much a part of all your lives that you'll see him living in all of you. I promise. xoxoxoxoxo