just did a 2 month bid in jail, followed by a month in rehab. eye opening in more than a few ways.

the night i was born i swear the moon turned a fire red well my poor mother cried out lord, the gypsy was right! and i seen her fell down right dead.

this is my first update since may but im going to try to make this a regular thing again. im back in CT and have been for a few months. im grateful for what i learned in florida and it was probably a much needed change of pace to help me get my life together. things have been looking really good the last few days , if youre reading this you know ( Read more... )

everythings fucked up. but maybe getting better? im working on it. ill be home soon maybe things will get better then. i hope i can work through this. if youve been there for me thank you if you havent then fuck you.

I REALLY NEED TO GET SERIOUS WITH LIFE.

THINGS ARE HARD BUT SLOWLY COMING TOGETHER.

i just had the most amazing two weeks of my life with the most amazing people ever. i miss you guys already especially you winter :[ 4 MORE MONTHS.

ADDERALL IS FUCKING LAME IM SICK OF FEELING LIKE A ROBOT JUST SO I CAN DO GOOD IN SCHOOL.

i dont think i've ever really regreted anything ever until recently. i wish i could go back and change how ive treated important people that have stuck with me through everything. im sorry to everyone ive treated badly im a different person since i moved and realize how lucky i am to have all of you.

the new brand new album is really good.