Comments | soonerbee: [I don't give a damn about the castle on the hill]

soonerbee

[I don't give a damn about the castle on the hill]

Aug 13, 2011 23:57

The last week before school starts is always difficult. It's that awkward time stuck between being ready to go back and have something to do, and not ever wanting to leave. Hangouts are fun, and necessary, but bittersweet, and on top of this my particular brand of neurotic means that I'm about as ill-equipped to deal with change as it's possible to ( Read more... )

chronic flake, messing with my zen thing, selfish bitch hat, whine bitch moan complain, not equipped for reality, imminent departure, music: live, make up your damn mind, omg music music music

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code_gorilla August 14 2011, 06:03:38 UTC

dskljfhlsadkfgakdfja I SHOULD BE PACKING BECAUSE I AM GETTING ON THE ROAD IN LESS THAN TWELVE HOURS FROM NOW ( ... )

code_gorilla August 14 2011, 06:04:36 UTC

(Also P.S. feel free to text me Sunday because I will be on the road and bored. |D )

soonerbee August 15 2011, 01:56:59 UTC

I AM SO SORRY I DIDN'T TEXT YOU. Was out all day long doing last-few-days hangouts. ;~; I SINCERELY HOPE YOU DIDN'T DIE OF BOREDOM AND FOUND SOMEONE ELSE TO TEXT AND ARE SAFELY BACK IN OK BY THE TIME YOU READ THIS. <33333

|D As in so many cases, we have very different ways of responding to the same things!! I am the crazy WARGH WOULD BE PACKED TWO WEEKS IN ADVANCE IF YOU LET ME person. But you are completely right - it's important not to let that fuck up the time I have. I want this remaining time to be good memories, after all. It's about finding a mindset.

And hey!! There is so much awesome stuff waiting for me in OK. LIKE YOU FOR INSTANCE. 8D

myrioddity August 14 2011, 23:58:30 UTC

--first I have to say REALLY YOU SAW BBVD HOT DAMN I AM SO JEALOUS AAAAARGH THAT'S AWESOME. ♥ seriously. my envy. it's coming out my ears. have always wanted to see them.

As for transitions: while they're a raging pain as a stressfest, getting irritable or anxious or whathaveyou also indicates that...both places matter to you, y'know? that you have multiple places that matter to you, & you wince to wriggle roots out of the ground that you put down and feel as you come and go. Which is actually kind of a good thing. There are downsides to it, but there are also downsides to drifting from place to place without any particular sense of, hmm, tugging in any direction, and those are lonelier ones ( ... )