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picture a two story house. a girl sitting out on the balcony in the the silent night. a million thoughts running thru her head. tears slowly run down her cheeks. as she looks around the neighborhood, she wonders if she will ever leave this miserable life she is leadinq..
i wonder if he ever thinks about me..?

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i dont wanna say that im completely happy again..bekuz im not & i dont wanna lie but i do feel a little bit better..i just thought alot of things thru last night..i even cried a little bit (hmm..surprise? i dont think so!)..but everythinq that i have to do isnt clear, just yet ( Read more... )

i think sometimes you forget where the heart is ( Read more... )

i really dont kno what this entry is going to be about. its not about my day. i think its more how i feel. i've been feeling really weird lately. not weird like im sick (even tho i AM!), but weird, like im the "third wheel" in every situation or place. i dunno. u kno how when two people are talking and you're standing there and it looks like your ( Read more... )

tired like a mofo! skool is killinq my brain! haha yea uhhhhh...today was dumb..took the homecominq pics that i developed yesterday & everyone was like "OMG!" i was like "yea, i looked hott, u dont have to tell me" lmao psshh i was ugly as fuuuucccckkkk...i really didnt like my dress..the only thinq i liked about my outfit was my shoes..but those ( Read more... )

cant elaborate much but homecominq was soooo fuckinq awesome..took a bunch of pics, qot tipsay!, went to dennys, passed by corys after party, qot home at 3am =)

*pics hopefully cominq soon!*

im so tired. today was the PSATs. borinq ass hell but at least i qot them over & done with =) so we only had 6th & 7th period today which means that after the PSATs, i was done for the day. 6th period=history & 7th period=kirk. self-explanitory. lol ( Read more... )

i qot the yellowcard CD!! *freaks out & does a little dance!*
holy crap, thank u soooooooo much KT!!! i love u oreo!! lol

pep rally tomorrow-represent your country people!!
im outies
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back..
i feel like a bitch but i had to do it. just to let him kno that im not interested in him anymore even tho i am. i just hope that he isnt pissed.

tamie, i love u! u always make me smile when i cant seem to smile about anythinq!! i cant wait till homecoming =) [even tho "u kno who" isnt qoinq! blah..!]

lilqbanqt006: ehh i kno it sucks but soon we will be able to get over our "crushes" in high school & marry some fuckinq HOTT man with lots of money lmao
DaTamsteR87: no all the hott ones are ( Read more... )