dont kno =(

Oct 21, 2004 15:44

i really dont kno what this entry is going to be about. its not about my day. i think its more how i feel. i've been feeling really weird lately. not weird like im sick (even tho i AM!), but weird, like im the "third wheel" in every situation or place. i dunno. u kno how when two people are talking and you're standing there and it looks like your in the conversation but your really not? or when you have friends that are going out & all three of you are talking, but when they go to leave, they kiss each other & your just kinda left there? but i mean like you have to watch them kiss bekuz there is nothing else that you can really do. thats been happening alot more lately & maybe im at the wrong place at the wrong time. i feel like im being nosy but is that considered nosy? maybe im just making a big deal out of this but its all so weird to me. i guess ive done that too before & never really realized how it made that third person feel. is that why they are doing it back?

ooh & then the whole OTHER situation. guys fucking suck! they exist to hurt you. its like we are little toys that they like to play with. its all just a tease. uck..im aggravated!

outies
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