I am slowly healing from my self-inflicted emotional damage (breaking up). General speaking I am feeling pretty down. I have been so busy with my life that the only time that I have to think is in the morning and late at night. This is basically when I just want to stop… all together. I'm not a big fan of self-destruction (physically) so I spend ( Read more... )

Short list of things that make my life 10 fold the awesome which it once was ( Read more... )

When you go to sleep tonight and you have a really bad dream that you end up shooting yourself in the leg while you try to kill the man that disemboweled your mother in front of you and your grandparents that lead to simultaneous heart attacks only to wake up in a cold sweat remember that moment. The relief that all of the suffering: mentally ( Read more... )

Life once again proves to be unpredictable and complicated ( Read more... )

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I’m going to devote today to keeping you out of my mind.
I wish you would do your part to keep that from happening.

I finally got a job. PennDOT called me a few days ago and said that they had an opening. Then this awesome mill calls me today and offers me an other great paying job, thanks to lindsey and her dad who spoke to some guy that has some kind of pull. But I had to tell the mill no thanks because I already told PennDOT I'd work for them and I'd like to ( Read more... )

Here is the knife
PLEASE cut out where it hurts

....thank you

FUCK

so you know all the crappy pop-ups that make your computer suck (if you don't have a blocker ( Read more... )

I think I'm just going to sit back and watch this one. I'm not worried about what is going to happen because I know the score: still 3 - 1. Good luck on screwing things up with your friend and getting involved with what is only going to make you look bad and probably breaking up new relations.