I don't think anyone is still using a live journal that I'm friends with. But just in case I thought I'd give an update. Still living in California. Ups and Downs. Stopped working in textbook retail and now I'm head of homeless services data and and operations for local government. 8 have a pension. It's a lot more fulfilling than selling textbooks ( Read more... )

I'm still here. I haven't posted much since moving to California.
Today was tough. Bad dream. I always have bad dreams that ruin my days when I'm in bad shape.
From 02/2017-04/2018 I dated such a great girl. I fell in love.
She was married. She told me she wasn't happy and wanted a divorce. In the end, that wasn't the case. I put 14 months into a ( Read more... )

I'm still here. I work too much. I think it's my way of avoiding dealing with not having anything in California besides work ( Read more... )

I worked 103 hours this week. I'm the king of textbooks.

im still alive

I took the end of the night and recorded the song I just wrote. I put in more effort than I normally do with demos. I programmed the drums from scratch, which I hate doing, and I'm not all that great at. I recorded two rhythm guitar tracks, a fills track, live bass, a solo, and some synth frills. It's still an amateur home recording made in my ( Read more... )

Well this is a fun email to write at 9 am. I really should move to California. I'm hoping thousands of miles will ease my head. A friend jokingly asked if I'd be going to California with an aching in my heart. I would be. I talk to the region manager there on Mon or Tue next week.

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I might be moving to Northern California.

So I got a hipster shaggy mohawk haircut in Hollywood. Since coming back and updating my dating profiles with said hipster 'do, I'm getting like ten times more responses and interest. I don't know if I should be happy for the attention or annoyed by how shallow folks are. All it takes is a dumb weird haircut, huh? Blarghy...

I'm still alive. The days come and go with varying degrees of difficulty and pain. I try my best to stay numb. I have an internet date tonight. It's been awhile since I've done that. It's not as easy as it used to be. I think girls are more guarded and pickier on internet dating sites than they were 10 years ago.