I always seem to stumble across this old thing when my life seems to have taken some huge turn ( Read more... )

I guess so. I needed time to get myself together and I think I have a better outlook on things. I've found self contentment. I might not be the best, But I'm good enough.

Tomorrow I get some workout clothes and after that I start working out.

I guess I'm getting there, Slowly, But still getting there.

Oh yeah, Nursing school soon.

I actually forgot about this journal for a while. Hmm, What to say... I had surgery to take out my tonsils and have tubes put in my eardrums. It went fine. I'm going to be going back to school soon, Summer classes ( Read more... )

Ok, So I'm waiting to hear from my doctors office about when my surgery is going to be, They should call in the next few days. I'm probably going to have to stay over night. I'm not really worried, But going "under" again feels a little freaky. Not freaky like odd, Freaky because I don't think the same way I used to. My last surgery was a few years ( Read more... )

Wow, I almost forgot about this journal. I've been so busy.

My surgery is about to get rolling, My doctors are getting all of my papers and charts together, After they do that they'll set a date. I demand people come visit me in the hospital and bring me yummy jell-o and cute little "get well soon" gifts, I'll wuv you fer-eber.......

Yeah, So today was my birthday. I'm now 19 - One year closer to wrinkles. It was alright if you take away the fact that I'm sick again. I went to victors house for a while. Got some nice things from some nice people ( Read more... )

somebody, love me? please? i need it.

Ok, So I'm going out to the east coast on the 28th. I'm going out to Milford, MA. To see my father and meet the rest of the family. It's so odd, Meeting all of these people I don't know, But who I am connected to in such a way. I'm glad I called my father that day out of the blue to say "Hi, I'm your daughter!" It's all gone well so far. He's taken ( Read more... )

It just hit me, How close my birthday is. Aaahhaaa 19.... damn. It's hard to believe I've been on this earth for 19 years. It seems like a life time but also like such a short time.... I've lived a life time yet I live with a whole life time ahead of me. But looking back on these short but oh so long years.... And remembering all the things that ( Read more... )

I'm sick.... AGAIN!!!!!! I'm beyond pissed and annoyed with this shit.

Some one bring me soup and other yummy "sick people" food things!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!