I'm listening to the strokes and del amitri and reading the perks of being a wallflower and generally feeling like it is the year 2000, so of course my mind went here.

Where has the time gone?

1) I really miss my college days.
2) I really miss my sorority sisters.
3) I can't believe how boring I've become--I didn't celebrate Mardi Gras or St Patrick's Day
4) Every day I pass by the airport and I really just want to get on a random flight.

i would love to be a lounge singer ( Read more... )

Today was a beautiful sunny day in the 70s. I was up at 7:00 and it was so peaceful to be up before everyone else. It was quiet and the sunshine made my kitchen very comforting. I actually took the time to make breakfast and eat it. I drove to Adams Morgan to do some volunteer work and Rock Creek Parkway was practically empty. The leaves have ( Read more... )

I don't know why I like to torture myself, but apparently I do. I reread the entries from 4 years ago. Again, obviously that would be painful yet I chose to do it? Maybe I wanted to see how far I've come and how much I've learned, maybe I thought I would realize that I was being childish and dramatic, but mostly I think I was missing the pain. ( Read more... )

I wish I was destined to be alone.

i am so angry at everything. aughhhhhhhhhh.

I just reread some entries from 2001 and I apologize for who I was.

Sometimes I truly am concerned that I am crazy. But then I remind myself that crazy people do not realize that they are crazy. So as long as I think I'm crazy I'm actually sane...

I thought I knew everything about birth control and emergency contraception, but i just read this and it sounds like science fiction ( Read more... )