I have unresolved emotional issues that I have been avoiding and I have, consequently, been putting myself in compromising and physically harmful positions. I don't think I ever notice the warning signs until my problems become so damaging that I don't have a choice but to try and assess the situation and fix whatever is, metaphorically speaking, ( Read more... )

im drinking, by myself, and am surprisingly content with everything that has unfolded in the last month. thank you, lodi! thank you ( Read more... )

when i review my livejournal i always feel sort of awkward; a slight twinge of sympathy and embarrassment for the girl that i was when i wrote each entry. but i think that is the standard for growing up ( Read more... )

i miss people. i actually MISS people ( Read more... )

I often find myself in compromising situations, only to discover that I am solely responsible for everything that has happened, that is happening, and that will happen in the future ( Read more... )

It changed my life ( Read more... )

i have so much to say and so little energy to express it all ( Read more... )

reflecting back on the last two weeks, i've realized how much people really can change ( Read more... )

I'm so dramatic sometimes. I feel as if I get so caught up in my emotions I fail to see the perspective of others. And that is bad ( Read more... )

Throbbing, throbbing, throbbing. The more I think about the pain, the more scenarios come into my head. Could it be cancer? Leukemia? Brain tumor ( Read more... )