066 + Give unto me all that frightens you. I'll have your nightmares for you if you sleep soundly

[somes_auditus]

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[regenerable]

I'm not sure how to feel. But I'd like to know the answer, because I think I've replaced someone who isn't even dead. I feel guilty about it, to be honest.

[somes_auditus]

I don't know what to think. I don't want it ever to stop hurting, because if it hurts, then I feel as though I still miss him and I still love him... but living with that ache has been killing me. Now I feel so alive - even though I'm dead - and I don't know if I'm supposed to feel guilty or not.

[regenerable]

I'm not sure either. It's a complicated thing. You're happy, because it feels nice to have found others, but at the same time it feels sad and like you're betraying the other person.

[somes_auditus]

Exactly. For so many years, this person was the center of my life; everything I did revolved around him. Now the puppet I made of him is gathering dust in the corner of my workshop.

[rlyahero]

Nothing wrong with it.

[somes_auditus]

I think there is. Or I thought there was.

[rlyahero]

That's what immortality is.

You whine about it?

[somes_auditus]

No, I don't.

O yes she did just say that~

[happi_hime]

Sasori~~~
Don't feel sad~~~ You're growing up~~~~~ ♥♥♥

o no u did not

[somes_auditus]

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[happi_hime]

Just because you've finally moved on and allowed yourself to heal, it doesn't mean you don't love that person any longer, or any less, Sasori~ It's all right to love new people. Please don't feel guilty. Life is about being happy. It's good. ♥

[somes_auditus]

I don't think I should be allowed to heal. He's dead because of me.

[urutima_thule]

Um...hello...Pesche doesn't know if this is an appropriate time to speak to Sasori-san, since his thingie is private today, but since you are a friend of Nel-sama's, hopefully you will at least hear me out.

I have spent all this week refurbishing the abandoned barber shop including reinforcing the walls with a special kind of plaster made from monster bones (it is supposed to be made with hollow bones, but I think the monsters here will be good enough). In Hueco Mundo, this is what most free arrancar make their dwellings out of. However, there is no paint in Hueco Mundo, so mostly they use Huesorelieve to decorate their houses. This is a kind of bas-relief carving done on the plaster, which is very suitable for it because it comes out almost like wood in when it sets. In any case, I heard you were a master wood-carver, so I thought, since you are a friend of Nel-sama's, maybe I could give you a commission to make such a carving in the interior of the shop when it is otherwise finished. I...I don't have any money right now, but I

[somes_auditus]

....

You are just too special.

First of all, you should establish a business with paying customers before you try and commission me. I like my work to last a while, and if the business is just going to go bust, it would be a waste of my time and effort.

Second, your paragraph was so long it nearly broke my brain.

[urutima_thule]

Ah...I am very sorry. I thought...perhaps for Nel-sama's sake, if not for mine.

The plaster I am using is only good for carving just after in has set, then it becomes too hard...I am very sorry for having bothered you then.

((OOC: Paenitet frangente cerebro.))

[somes_auditus]

Nel's a big girl. She doesn't need my help on every little thing. You establish a business, and then we'll talk.