dean/castiel | I would lose my soul the way I do

[devilyouwere]

I WOULD LOSE MY SOUL THE WAY I DO
dean/castiel. 5.16, dark side of the moon coda. pg-13. 1,140.
this is your faith, untied before you and ugly.
(c) title from oh me by nirvana

a/n: i needed to write coda fic and, apparently, it had to be done in second person. and without capitals. this is how i deal. update this story is featured in elvisglasses5 lovely

Comments

[thevinegarworks]

(ajshdjhasljdka we live in each other's brains, wtf, this is exactly how that weird fic I talked about is written - 2nd person POV with no capitals. What.)

More importantly though: gorgeous, gorgeous turns of phrase and a wonderful disjointed, frantic feeling. The 2nd-person POV works really well and as usual, your words are blade-sharp and hypnotic and powerful.

Basically this, and you, are just amazing. ♥

[devilyouwere]

(YOU REALLY NEED TO FINISH THAT AND GIVE IT TO ME, I AM DYING HERE WOMAN)

You are more amazing ♥ Thank you so much for endlessly petting my ego and making me happy and fuzzy and warm :D

[heathyr_iltp]

I haven't hurt this bad over a character in a while.

The horrible beauty of Cas feeling as if nothing, wow. You captured it. His face at the end of the last episode, I can see it now, reading your words.

And the amulet. How he understands. How being broken is something he can understand now. It's unsettling to me. I'm glad that, at least in this, someone's holding him to make better... well, as much as it can be.

<3

[devilyouwere]

This episode managed to break me in unimaginable ways.

The horrible beauty of Cas feeling as if nothing, wow. You captured it. His face at the end of the last episode, I can see it now, reading your words.
I--don't know what to say. So I will just hug you through the internet instead. Gosh, just--thank you for such a lovely, wonderful comment and making my heart sing! I can only hope that Dean will hold Cas together in canon. They both need it so badly right now.

Thank you, again! ♥

[smilla02]

you pull him in, pull him down, unsteady against him, and he lets you be unsure. how vain, how glorious it is to be like this. you forget, maybe only for a moment. it seems enough.

This, yes. Gorgeous.

[devilyouwere]

:D Thank you so much!

[devilyouwere]

Thank you, bb :)

[tiptoe39]

oh, fuck ME this was beautiful. yo udo things with words that i can only dream of doing. I LOVED this.

cas, he says. cas, please.

you have nothing to give.

broke me. So hard.

unf.

[devilyouwere]

*flaps hands* Oh my, thank you so much! I'm glad it worked for you and just--yes, thank you for such a lovely comment that made me grin from ear to ear.