...but this is my DOWNFALL.


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it is late ( Read more... )

i hide behind the lens of my camera ( Read more... )

i appear to be okay. [i think]
i just want to be loved. deep down, really that's all.
i hate being yelled at.
i beyond hate being yelled at. It turns me off, turns me into rude mode, and turns my mind to never be able to speak to you the same again.
Up goes the wall.
i hate the awkward unsettling feelings of fear, sadness, and despair.
i miss Jane.
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i miss Jane. MY jane.
oh mt goodenessss i miss you so much.
i cry. i cryyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
i cant stand not having you in my life. IT HURTS. all the time.

Somebody whom i know and love has recently told me to "STOP THINKING KATIE!!" I must say, quite uncanny advice seeing as i just named this section of my site "thoughts". . . and this was only moments before that conversion took place. Life is funny. I laugh. I cry. I numb out. i forget. i forget to forget what i should forget. I have absolutely no ( Read more... )

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 i am sick and tired of my family. tired of living here. sick of talking to them. tired of pretending to listen and look happy or entertained ( Read more... )

Worst week ever.
Or... close to it.

edit: "ONE OF" the worst weeks everrrr.

i hurt so bad.
this cannot happen.
it just cant.
nope.

dude, i am twenty five ( Read more... )