I am moving to Portland in a couple weeks ( Read more... )

Last night was D's Celebration Of Life. In all technicality, it was not a memorial. He had said he did not want a memorial, he wanted a party. And a party is what he got. The official headcount for the official event was 381 people who between the totality donated $5000 to help cover the costs of his cremation. People sang songs, read poems and ( Read more... )

At 3:30 AM on Friday, December 31st, I found out that my best friend and the man I have been in love with for over two years died in his sleep.

I keep hoping someone is going to tell me this is all just a joke, a test of some sort, but deep down I know I have to face this head-on. I wish I were one of those people who truly believes in an afterlife ( Read more... )

So, I guess I've not been posting much lately ( Read more... )

• 17:01 @ emege: "you comming back to me is against the odds" ♫ blip.fm/~rfx3h #
• 17:25 One of my favourite Janelle Monae songs. @VelvetGunpowder ♫ blip.fm/~rfyuh #
• 17:29 @ VelvetGunpowder My other favourite Janelle Monae song ♫ blip.fm/~rfz56 #

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• 23:59 listening to "Stephen Schwartz Performs "Corner of the Sky"" ♫ blip.fm/~r8w7a #
• 03:27 Best song. Best show. Best kiss. EVER. ♫ blip.fm/~r92rs #

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• 19:45 I'm not o-fucking-kay! ♫ blip.fm/~r8jj4 #
• 19:48 listening to "Today for you Tomorrow for me! From RENT" ♫ blip.fm/~r8jon #
• 20:01 To faggots, lezzies, dykes, crossdressers too! To me, to me, to me, to you, to you, to you, you, and you! ♫ blip.fm/~r8kbu #
• 20:14 listening to "What is This Feeling (Loathing) Wicked cover" ♫ blip.fm/~r8l0g #

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• 20:59 A Gundam Wing video for this song? SERIOUSLY? ♫ blip.fm/~r6v6i #
• 21:05 Remember when Garth Brooks tried to do not-country-music under an assumed identity? ♫ blip.fm/~r6vhi #
• 21:27 listening to "Johnny Cash Show: Johnny Cash & Friends - Daddy Sang Bass (HQ)" ♫ blip.fm/~r6wpm #
• 21:48 listening to "Counting Crows - Round Here" ♫ blip.fm/~ ( Read more... )

• 12:19 This kind of does sound like Cape Cod. ♫ blip.fm/~r3s5i #

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• 11:17 listening to "DDR - Cow Girl" ♫ blip.fm/~r1lf2 #
• 21:58 It's just damage control for a walking corpse like me. ♫ blip.fm/~r2qi1 #
• 22:03 listening to "Buddy Holly - Everyday" ♫ blip.fm/~r2qse #
• 22:09 listening to "Shawn Elliott - Shame And Scandal In The Family - Roulette RECORDS" ♫ blip.fm/~r2r42 #
• 22:13 listening to "Reel Big Fish - Sell Out ( Read more... )