good fucking bye to all u bastards. im tired of being called a lair when i know im fucking not one. im tired of trying to tell you ppl that im not lieing. yall can all go to hell for all i fucking care.

okay im back from Tn.. i feel like i am a stranger to myself. I dont know me. It's so weird how time can change everything.

i'm feeling alone right now.... so very alone. It's just me and this freakin fly on my computer screen. Damn you fly! oh well... guess i'll lay back down and try to get some sleep. Yea right thats not gonna happen but i really dont want me dad yelling at me for being up when he gets up for work. :: sighs:: this SUX!

Take my hand my friend. It's close to the end. Shh its okay. YOu know i can't stay. Time has passed in this life for me. And i thank you for helping me keep my sanity. Though times may seem rough for you, and killing yourself seems the right thing to do, you mustnt let the pain take over. Just think of sweet things like green grass and clover. The ( Read more... )

I'm telling everyone ahead of time.. I'll be going back up to Tn on Wed. i'll be back probably Fri. afternoon. hope yall dont miss me that much.. i kno u wont.

my back is killing me... i jarwed it while 4-wheeler riding :(

my throat hurts so bad, and i've been coughing a lot :( im sooo tired also. i wanna talk but no one is on the net... :: sighs::

BLADE OF THE KNIFE ( Read more... )

The Day I Died ( Read more... )

Come on, baby, just bleed... just a little bit. Bleed for me. Cry me a river of tears to show ur pain. Yea, scream for me... i wanna hear ur suffering. mmmmmm die for me. i wanna see u in hell.

I spent most of the night worrying about my friend. I'm sooo tired. He was telling me how his friend died in his arms yesterday. it was so sad. His friend got shot by some guy and wat really makes it sad is he told my friend to not cry till his eyes were closed. i'm worried my friends gonna do something crazy. I really hope he realizes that killing ( Read more... )