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[somanytimes_]

sometimes i get sick of writing what i do for all to see. no one cares what i did today, nor do many even read it. i do things daily. i move, i speak, i sit, i listen. i think about the boy thats always on my mind. i think about why i'm always home instead of out enjoying my life to the fullest. i wonder why no one takes me seriously. it takes

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[mizbhavnblond]

Awe.
I read your updates. For the record.
I totally understand where youre coming from with the whole "I want to live my life to the fullest and not be inside all the time." thing.
That's how I feel. But my only real friend isn't around so I don't have anything else to do.
I'm sure you're not as forgettable as you think.
I feel that was too sometimes, then someone will say something to make me feel differently.
As for the religion thing, I think I get what you mean. You want to be religious, but not like, RELIGIOUS in your face kinda thing? But, not really like that ...
That's how I am. I believe in god, I believe in what jesus did. But I don't feel the need to go to church or to preach to people to prove what I do or don't believe in. I don't live the way most people think that believers should. I know people that are believers but they have sex or do things they shouldn't according to the bible or whatever. Idk. But I think I know what you mean. And I get it. It's a lot like the way I am.

[a_newescape]

As what Brittney said, I know what you mean. Basically everything that Brittney said, I was going to say. I know what you mean about living your life to the fullest. And wanting to be something when you're older. And with the religion thing, I feel the same way. I go to a youth group on Wednesday nights, but I don't think I can ever sit in a church on an early Sunday morning and try to listen to what they're saying. I dont even understand half the things they say in church.
Everything will get better.
I don't really know what to say to make you feel better.

Maybe I should rethink wanting to become a therapist?

[gemini_528]

aww kim you make a lot of sense. and I definitely understand where you're coming from. and even though you and I are not like the closest friends in the universe I still care about what happens to you and I definitely consider you a friend. you're a cool kid and I really respect what you just said.