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lights (will guide you home)
And I carry this weight on my shoulders
This guilt that won't be unbound
And I break into a million pieces
(You can't put me back, baby)
These pieces can't be found
Now I have tried with pride to fight here
Sending my prayers to the lord
No matter what those stories say
(A word of it ain't true)
It ain't noble to die by the sword
So I'm running away
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Bklist 2011
I know I should probably spend less time reading fiction and what not and more time reading medicine but - I don't think I can ever go back to first/second year when I barely read any real books at all. Anyway, tangential aside over, today I remembered that I used to have a booklist up on Blurty and I hunted it down and realised it was 5 years ago! ( Read more... ) -
you were here before (couldn't look you in the eye)
I seem to make "emotional" decisions logically and "logical" "everyday" decisions emotionally ( Read more... ) -
dreaming (of revelry)
I'm actually excited about the Oscars this year and I'm not sure why! Okay, maybe it's because I've watched like most of the movies being nominated (thank you, Orange, for your half-price movie tickets every Wednesday) and I've gotten into several movie fandoms. So before I go to sleep, because America has to be all inconvenient and be in a ( Read more... ) -
but it's just so hard to do (everytime you do that thing you do)
I obsess over what I eat, and then I go on holiday and eat 2 to 3 times what I usually do and don't put on much weight. I lose weight when I don't go to the gym and eat fuck loads in Singapore ( Read more... ) -
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I went to bed last night in the middle of watching the latest Friday Night Lights, maybe about quarter to 12, feeling a bit nauseous because of something I ate or because I hadn't eaten enough the whole day. Except that everything I ate, I forced myself to eat because I haven't had any appetite what so ever. I eat because it's time to eat, not ( Read more... ) -
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When I'm in Singapore, I miss my life in London - the ability to set my own schedule for myself, for one, or my mobile plan, or being able to go to the gym easily. And when I'm in London, I don't miss my life in Singapore. I don't even miss Singapore itself. But I find myself pining for my friends, my family. I feel... alone, even though I enjoy ( Read more... ) -
(it watches everything)
Everytime I come back to Singapore, the time simply flies by. And by the end of it I realise that I've learnt pretty much the same things that I did the last time.
Dear Sindhu,
alpha) Friendship may be something that entertains you, and something that gives back to you, but ultimately it's hard work. You have to forgive and forgive and remember that ( Read more... ) -
(as I lay me down) to sleep
Just a few words before I sleep, to sort my head out about my crazy day ahead:
I really hope I wake up at 7am tomorrow! I need to shave and exfoliate, pack my toothbrush and razor, and get my ass to uni for two hours of lectures, an hour tutorial, an hour meeting some friends, and an hour of boxing before I shower, repack my toiletries and HUSTLE to ( Read more... ) -
ten things (i hate about you)
Ten Reasons To Love December:
10. My parents' anniversary: they've been married 28 years!
9. My dog's birthdayMy dog's death-day8. My mum's birthday ( Read more... )