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[solerika]

Sleeping all day might be a slight hint of depression. Just maybe. So could deleting a bunch of crap I used to look over all the time. Will probably be deleting this later too. Been mulling over the idea of ditching some twenty-two journals and just being done with it all. Kinda like throwing away my 'graduation' pictures; getting rid of what has

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[wire_birdcage]

♥

[windychimes]

*hugs tight* gosh, i'm so sorry. i wish things weren't so bad right now.

but you don't need to throw away all your old things. pretending it's not real, isn't going to help.

[solerika]

*hugs* Me too. I'm at the end of my rope.

You're probably right. I just don't know what else to do.

[silentdrifterz]

Everyone runs through several bumps in their life. I don't know if tossing or playing around it is going to help.

...though I haven't really been feeling very positive the past few days and smacking things in Fire Emblem and drawing like crazy makes me feel a little better. Funny how I'm unhappy, I go off and draw, cause lately certain things on LJ just irked me more then usual.

And I don't think finding something other then LJ is impossible, I think it's an opportunity to force yourself to find and discover new things?

[solerika]

Can't hurt, yeah?

ffff. You and me both.

There just isn't much else to do other than obsessively refresh the various places I lurk at.

[novusinceptus]

I dunno if throwing away things is going to throw away the memories... but if it helps then, I guess you should do so.

I LOVE TREMORZ <3

[solerika]

It can't hurt if it's not there to smack you in the face, yeah?

HAVE YOU SEEN THEM ALL? WHICH IS YOUR FAVORITE? ♥

[novusinceptus]

I dunno~ I like all of them but I guess the first one is my fav... but i dunno, I like the term AssBlasters :D

[solerika]

I think the third is my favorite. Yay for Burt and El Blanco! ♥ And nothing beats the term AssBlaster~ XD

[staymyadamant]

Hmm, I read your LJ for this long and I do think you have a form of clinical depression (Sorry for being so blunt), but you're not the only one. Millions of people have it. Dealing with sadness and grief isn't easy, but you can't stuck in a rut for long. Someday, you have to move from those sad memories, memories you wished to pretend isn't real, and then perhaps you will find the strength to say goodbye.

[solerika]

Yeah, I know I do have some kind of depression or another; I've been this way since '97 or so. For a while things get better then inevitably they turn back to crap.