it's been so long since i've seen my ex and i've currently made a new friend who, surprisingly, is just like her. i miss my ex so much and i'm afraid i'll never see her again.
I want to burn myself alive, and I've come close several times. I stop myself because I don't want to devastate my family. I am afraid that my only reason to stay alive is pretty faulty. I'm getting help, but sometimes I wonder if I'll be suicidal for the rest of my life.
(Don't worry, I'm not a personal friend. Just an LJ friend)
I miss how we used to be friends, until you turned into a raging, insecure excuse for a female. That could be regret talking, but one can never really know these things.
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SHH DON'T TELL...
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I throw up at least once a week.
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(Don't worry, I'm not a personal friend. Just an LJ friend)
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