This basically sums it up:

"I would rather do something and find out that it was the wrong thing, than never know if it was the right thing."

I have 2 ask him out soon or i never will...

Ive noticed by reading a friends LJ that nothing can be hidden forever. Ive been hiding the fact that im gay from my parents for almost 5yrs. Ive had boyfriends. Ive done everything that...according to the bible and my 'rents...its wrong. Its not easy...all my friends know...its easier w/ them knowing...i dont know y either. It wont b easy either ( Read more... )

No matter what u smoke...itll kill u somehow eventually!!! Negativity much...whatever. I smoke and i dont care. Iver tried to quit time and tim again. Im trying right now 4 god sake. I dont know this shit. I dont even understand my own life. I need to get this shit sorted. My friend gave me sticker...its sweet...some may like it...some may not... ( Read more... )

OMG!!! How true is this. I find some of these really interesting. Kinda freaky.

Take the quiz: "What does your birth month reveal about you?"

July
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood.Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. ( Read more... )

Im no longer a constant binge drinker where i drink to the point of upchuck. i kno wmy limits now. horray 4 me.

Well basically theres this guy i like...i dont know if should get 2 know him 1st or just date him and then get to know him. He seems really nice...and although he isnt my type i feel we can get along fine. Y does shit have 2 b so hard ( Read more... )

Well...i got my tongue pierced yesterday...it hurt like hell. But its hot. Unfortunately i cant eat nething 4 a week. Till then its ice cream and water and soda and shit. I cant wait till next saturday...im eating hte biggest burger i can find. Hoo Boy.

Wow...things have been getting out of control...all of this shit. Ive become a fuckin manwhore. one night stands and shit...it needs to stop. this is what happens when u dont know what to do with urself and u hate what uve become. u fuck every1...u drink and smoke to the brink of death and u just dont give a shit about nething. I still luv my ( Read more... )

EVANESCENCE: GOING UNDER ( Read more... )

Ok...all this right here happened a few days ago...its fuckign rediculus. eversince term ended on the 10th ive been checking my grades...4 5 fucking days i only have 2 grades...My B in weather and climate and my B in ENC1101...i assumed my Art Apprecation grade was gonna b a B...but no...it was a Cfucking+. What the fuck is that shit...so far ( Read more... )