well not much has been going on in my life really.. still the same stuff working both places when i can. hating life in general. getting shitty news from friends, losing friends, having to move when i dont want too. just wanting to throw my hands to the sky and ask why me.. nothing more nothing less..

this has been a crazy ass week. monday of course was memorial day.. i had worked at the bar the previous night being that there was a pageant going on.. FUN FUN anyway.. i was exhausted from that.. so anyway i wasnt sure if i worked monday morning. so i called them (buckhead) and asked they said i didnt.. okie dokie.. i went to the mall did some ( Read more... )

so.. its been forever since i have actually sat down and typed a update in this thing.. so i figured why i was actually awake and coherent enough to do so, that i should try ( Read more... )

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hey not alot been going on here. just been working both jobs keeping out of trouble or at least attempting too.. havent let me alter ego out for awhile.. LOL since the last pageant anyway.. i will be doing it for our thursday night amatuer night soon probably after derby ( Read more... )

UGH you guys dont realize how nervous i was last night.. but then as Fantasha was putting on my face.. i was just like you know what screw it im going to go out here and have fun and thats all. i was not even worried about winning.. with the competition that entered i knew i wouldnt anyway ( Read more... )

ok so this pageant thing is really getting on my nerves.. i dont think im ready for competition like this.. but i have already invested this much time and the only thing im really going to have to spend money on is a wig.. that should be fun.. LOL anyways.. i have mixed a couple songs.. or should i say that Brian my "mixtress" hehe has mixed them ( Read more... )